Damn Credits
POSTED AT 02:45 PM

black_wings

Alrighty for those who don't know I am in junior high (technically high school but I still go to jr. high, i'm in 9th grade) and so we got our registration cards for High School today and I don't know about a few things. One, if I took debate for a full year would I be repeating the same thing twice? Two, which science I should take cause I can't take biology again cause I am already taking it. Three, should I take gym or health? Cause i need to take a semester of health but I also have a year left of gym and I don't want gym in my senior year! My plan is to get all of my credits over with before senior year so senior year I can take whatever I want! I really want to take Fashion Merchandising (Paradise Kiss has inspired me!) and Play Production but I will probably have to wait until senior year for it. I will probably take a math and science class when I am a junior just cause it looks good on the college resume. I know I am going to take Computer Tech. next year cause it is required and it gets all my tech credits over with. So yeah, everyone else that is going to Oly tell me what you are doing, I know so far I am going to take English, Science, Math, Social Studies, Band (of some kind), Japanese 1, and Debate so yeah. That is all I have to say.
P.S. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEGAN!!!!!!!!
Listening to: Crawling by Linkin Park
Feeling: confused

B-DayParty
POSTED AT 11:09 AM

black_wings

So yeah like the title says this entry will be about my B-Day party last night (even though my b-day isn't till the 18th) So Megan, Elena, Emily, Joemy, and myself went up to the Pie for some pizza and then we went to see "Comedy of Errors" up at Babcock at that was really good! I'm really mad that was the last night cause I want to see it again! Oh well, well then after that we came back to my house for cake and presents! My cake was super ubernerdy it was a LotR cake! It had Gandalf and Frodo and Sam on it along with Bag End! It was kewl (and Bag End was nummy to eat ) Elena gave me some spray, lotion, socks, a ring, and a giant crunch bar, Megan got me the Killers Cd which I have been dying for! *hugs Megan again* I'm listening to it right now! *sways to the music* Emily gave me Survivor greatest hits, and then Joemy bought me Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince! THAT IS SO F'ING COOL! (not that all my other presents weren't I love them all!) I guess I didn't think anybody would buy me that so that was really unexpected. And yeah thats about it. It was a lot of fun and once agian thanks to everyone for coming and for all the f'ing kewl presents!
P.S. Hope you are feeling better Megan!
Listening to: Mr. Brightside by the Killers :-D
Feeling: happy

Haha
POSTED AT 12:31 PM

black_wings

Haha look! Its Brandon from the Killers on my icon! Lol, i'm getting hyper. XD just ignore me. XD
Listening to: Smile Like You Mean It by the Killers
Feeling: tipsy

Not a very good day
POSTED AT 06:39 PM

black_wings

Alright well first thing in the morning we had our audition for wind ensemble/jazz band and I didn't make it. Bateman (Oly band teacher) wants me to audition at the beginning of next year and I will blow his fucking mind outta the water then! DAN YOU WILL NOT BEAT ME!!!! I WILL NOT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO TRIED OUT FOR JAZZ BAND/WIND ENSEMBLE AND DIDN'T MAKE IT! (well Max didn't but he only started playing this year) I WILL NOT BE BEATEN OUT BY MY CRUSH!!! YES FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW I HAVE A CRUSH ON DAN AND IF YOU TELL ANYONE I WILL FIND YOU AND SKIN YOU ALIVE AND THEN HANG YOUR DEAD BODY FROM THE TOP OF THE SCHOOL!!!!! Then in 3D design I accidently colored my pop-up box wrong, I thought i was doing the bottom so I accidently drew my torches upside down, i am so far behind in that, i need to make most of my pop-ups at home in order to get it finsihed by the due date. Then we lost to Eisenhower in Academic Games, but we still are going to make it into the top two teams for our league and then probably play Eisenhower for District Champions. Presentation be more sure of yourself when you go up there! Know what it is you are going to say and say it with confidence! That is all
Listening to: Somebody Told Me by the Killers
Feeling: *sigh*

Not very good part 2
POSTED AT 05:12 PM

black_wings

Ok so if you didn't read the last entry read that first before you read this. Well last night while I was moping in my room cause I didn't make it into W.E./J.B. my mom came in all pissed and asked me about my grades. I haven't looked at them for a while so I had no idea what they were then she pulled me into the computer room to look at them and apparently I had a C+ in Teen Living C+ in English D in Biology and a C+ in Geometry. She started freaking out like what the hell is this? Then I told her that the reason I had a C+in T.L. is cause I didn't know Newton was checking for notebook materials on Monday so I left my pencil holder in my locker and she marked me down for that, but I brought it in today and raised that up to a B+ then in English Sorenson hadn't added in one of my assignments I had given her that day and missed one of my assignments but I fixed that today, the D in biology was cause when I was at Reality Town the class handed in the Self Starts so Edge had all the kids at Reality Town hand them in on Monday and she hadn't added them in yet. The C+ in Geometry is just cause I'm stupid. So she is pissed about that, even though I told her all this.

Then she is also pissed cause she thinks I am like going to give up the trumpet cause I didn't make it into W.E./J.B. HELLO! I AM NOT! I AM GOING TO PRACTICE MY FUCKIN BRAINS OUT TO GET INTO TO THOSE CLASSES! She is beating me up about it when I am already kicking the living shit out of myself! Hello! Basically everyone who made it is my friend! I see them daily! ONE OF THEM IS MY CRUSH! YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW BAD I FEEL CAUSE THEY ALL MADE IT AND I DIDN'T! YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW STUPID I FEEL? MY CRUSH MADE IT AND I DIDN'T! I SEE HIM EVERYDAY AND IT REALLY MAKES ME FEEL BAD TO KNOW THAT HIM ALONG WITH ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS MADE IT AND I DIDN'T! IT HURTS LIKE FUCKIN HELL AND I HAVE ALREADY CRIED OVER IT! Ugh my mom just came in and was once again all pissed! I just finished me Geometry (it took me forever!) and I just got online to take a break and she came in and was pissed cause she thinks I have been online since like 3 (it is 5 now) thanks for trusting me mom. She hasn't yelled at me she is just in that "I am really disappointed in you and don't trust you about your school work anymore" mood towards me which makes me feel like a fuckin piece of shit! JESUS CHRIST MOM STOP BEATING ME UP ABOUT THIS CAUSE I AM ALREADY BEATING MYSELF UP FOR IT! She hammers me one more time about my trumpet I swear to god I am going to blow up in her face and yell at her! Then she'll start to cry and my dad will get mad at me for making her cry and I'll be like, "sorry but she needed to hear it even if it did hurt her feelings." I can not wait to get the hell outta hear! I love my parents (sorta right now) but I can not wait to get out of here!

I am still mad that I only got 4 small pieces of my b-day cake. Everyone who came to my party had one piece so that came to a total of 6 small pieces eaten. There was still like 3/4 of the cake left the next morning and my mom comes in and first thing in the morning takes a mother fuckin huge piece of cake for breakfast! I go up about 5 hours later and like 1/4 of it is left! HELLO THAT WAS MY FUCKIN BIRTHDAY CAKE! I HAD ONLY HAD 2 PIECES OF CAKE BY THAT POINT! Then she got pissed cause I told her she couldn't have anymore. Sorry thanks for paying for it but it is my BIRTHDAY CAKE! you only get one birthday a year and the cake is very special to you CAUSE IT IS YOUR CAKE! God I hate my mom right now
Listening to: Believe Me Natalie
Feeling: like shit and pissed

Song Lyrics
POSTED AT 04:23 PM

black_wings

Two of my favorite Killers songs Mr. Brightside and Somebody Told Me! Enjoy!

Mr. Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

Somebody Told Me

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss

Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around



Listening to: Somebody Told Me
Feeling: funky

Singles Awarness Day
POSTED AT 09:14 PM

black_wings

HAPPY FUCKIN SINGLES AWARNESS DAY BITCHES! FUCK YOU HALLMARK! FUCK VALENTINE'S DAY! FUCK IT TO HELL!!!!!!!!!! VALENTINES DAY IS A HOLIDAY CREATED BY GREETING CARD COMPANIES TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL LIKE CRAP!!!! VALENTINES DAY CAN BITE MY ASS!!!! MY SHINY METAL ASS!!!!!!!!! GO AHEAD BITE IT HALLMARK!!!! FUCK YOU CORPRATE AMERICA!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!
Listening to: Midnight Show by the Killers
Feeling: tired

I'm alive!
POSTED AT 05:55 PM

black_wings

Sorry I haven't posted anything for a while (3 days is a long time for me ok!) I've been busy doing homework, don't expect any posts any time soon i have a lot of stuff for art i have to do. sorry
Feeling: can't feel knuckles

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
POSTED AT 09:51 PM

black_wings

So yeah like the title says it is my birthday today! Yay! I turned 15! It was a pretty fun day I guess, Megan printed me up some awesome pictures, Riley gave me an awesome card (I love it so! ) with 5 bucks in it, Nick T. gave me a quarter, and my Biology teacher Ms. Edge gave me a balloon! So that was all cool. For those who don't know I already had my b-day party a few weeks ago, so yeah know. After lacrosse practice today I got my mom to take me to Crown Burger with my friend Joemy to celebrate the fact that it is my birthday! Before we went to Crown Burger though we stopped off at Media Play and I bought Van Helsing with some of my B-day money. I know it was kind of a bad movie but I like it! So there! Plus I love the music from it, it is awesome! I tried to get it stuck in my head so I would be listening to it when I went to bed but now I have stupid "If I Were A Rich Man" stuck in my head, and I can hear myself, daniel, and jackson playing it, it is messed up and it is pissing me off . So yeah that is all I have to say, I am going to bed now. Goodnight!
Listening to: fucking If I Were A Rich Man
Feeling: pissed/happy

Hi Di Ho!
POSTED AT 02:05 PM

black_wings

Hello to everybody out there in cyber land. I am here at school, in Biology typing this cause I think I have learned enough about Klienfelters disease. I'll tell you about it later. Well in about 5 minutes I get to go to Jefferson Jr. High for the Academic Game playoff's. I've got a bad feeling in my gut but I hope we do ok. Well that is all I have to say! Hope you guys are well!
Listening to: some cool song
Feeling: bored/anxious