Sorry
POSTED AT 12:28 PM

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while, I've just been to lazy to type anything. Well life is going well, we are going into tech next week for Monster Spider and theatre school starts the following week and we open! I am going to be very busy in July.

Well on Thursday the cast on Monster Spider got to go down and perform a quick little scene for the Kiwanis (sp?) Club. A bunch of old guys who do good things for the community. Well it was a ton of fun, especially driving around with Olivia trying to find a parking spot. After a few illegal U turns we finally found a parking lot behind The Inn (where we were performing) Turned out to be Valet Parking so we just went with it.

After the performance we told everybody we got Valet Parking and they were like "You have to pay for Valet Parking!" and Olivia, Stuart (who was going to hang out with us) and myself started freaking out, all together we had about $4. So we walked out praying we didn't have to pay, we stood oustide waiting for the guy to bring the car back. I have to tell you it was the funniest thing I have ever seen. Olivia, Stuart, and myself are sitting there talking to Connor and we here all these noises coming from behind us and Olivia was like "Yeah thats my car" To see the Valet pull up in Olivia's old beat up piece of shit car surrounded by all these really nice expensive cars was the funniest thing I have ever seen in my life!

Shit I gotta go you guys, do stupid yardwork with my mom who seems pissed at me for no apparent reason. I hate yardwork.

Reading: The Poisonwood Bible
Listening to: Glaring Dream by Bad Luck
Feeling: annoyed

Forgotten Bands
POSTED AT 09:44 PM

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You guys, I know this is extremely dorky of me but I am listening to my old Spice Girls album "Spiceworld" Man oh man do I love the SpiceGirls. I was obsessed with them when they were out and I would still love to see them get back together. Isn't it weird that I can like The Sex Pistols and The Spice Girls? I think it is a little weird. Oh well, who cares! I LOVE THE SPICE GIRLS AND I ALWAYS WILL!

The Lady Is A Vamp

Elvis was a coola shaker,
Marley, ziggy melody maker
She’s a bond babe, kick some ass,
Doctor no, this girl’s got class
Charlie’s angels, girls on top,
Handbags, heels their pistols rock
Baby love are so glam queen,
Sing the blues a love supreme

Sixties twiggy set the pace,
Way back then she had the face
That’s all in the past, legends built to last,
But she’s got something new,
She’s a power girl, in a ninties world,
And she knows just what to do,

Cause the lady is a vamp, she’s a vixen not a tramp,
She’s a da da da da da da da,
Come on fellas place your bets cause you ain’t seen nothing yet,
She’s the top of the top she’s the best, yes.

Jackie o, we loved her so,
Sorry Mr. president, as far as we know

Norma jean had a seven year itch,
Some like it hot to a fever pitch, sandy, danny,
Summer love, pink ladies, t-birds, the moon above,
That’s all in the past, legends built to last,
But she’s got something new,
She’s a power girl, in a ninties world,
She’s a downtown swinging dude,

Cause the lady is a vamp, she’s a vixen not a tramp,
She’s a da da da da da da da,
Come on fellas place your bets cause you ain’t seen nothing yet,
She’s the top of the top she’s the best, yes

Scary
Baby
Ginger
Posh
Sporty

Yes now that’s your lot,
We’re the spice girls ready to go,
Ladies and gents can you please take your seats,
And we hope that you enjoy the show

Thank you very much

Listening to: Saturday Night Divas by the Spice Girls
Feeling: pop musicy

Stray
POSTED AT 12:54 PM

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in the cold breeze that I walk alone. the memories of generation burn within me been forever since I've cried the pain of sorrow I'll live and die the pride that my people gave me

I'm here standing on the edge and staring up at where a new moon should be ooohhhhhh

stray no regret cause I've got nothing to lose ever stray so I'm gonna live my life as I choose until I fall stray

in the white freeze never spoke of tears or opened up to anyone including myself I would like to find a way to open to you been a while, don't know if I remember how to

I'm here waiting on the edge would I be alright showing myself to you it's always been so hard to do

stray no regret cause I've got nothing to lose ever stray so I'm gonna live my life as I choose until I fall stray

is there a place waiting for me? somewhere that I belong or will I always live this way?

always stray no regret cause I've got nothing to lose ever stray so I'm gonna live my life as I choose cause all things fall stray

-from the Wolf's Rain Soundtrack
Listening to: Stray

Kung Fu Hustle
POSTED AT 10:13 PM

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You guys go see Kung Fu Hustle! It is one of the funniest movies ever! The only reason it is rated "R" is for the violence, and even then, it goes so over the top that it is just ridiculous! I was laughing my ass off like the entire movie! And I'm still laughing! And I got out of the movie two hours ago! LOL! "I don't understand you! Why don't you speak Chinese!" Oh man. It was so funny! Go see it right now! Go! Run!
Feeling: still laughing her ass of

Mr. Brightside
POSTED AT 02:37 PM

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Ok so this has got to be like the 3rd time I have posted these lyrics but what can I say? I LOVE THAT SONG!

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I’m coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his—chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

I just can’t look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

I never...
I never...
I never...

Listening to: Never Give Up On The Good Times by Spice Girls
Feeling: dance

Down to the wire!
POSTED AT 02:51 PM

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Alright you guys we are down to the wire here on HBP release! 8 DAYS LEFT! 8 DAYS! WOOT WOOT! Also down to the wire on Monster Spider we have two days of tech left, two dress rehersals, and then we open! I am so nervous and excited! I'm getting that feeling that I think all actors get that the show is going to totally bomb. I don't think it will though, it is going to rock people's socks. But I still can't shake that feeling. Oh well.

For those who care two days ago my goldfish bowl with Aki in it sprung a leak. Water didn't come pouring out in large quantities and I got Aki out so he is ok. So then we had to go buy another fish bowl, we also decided that Aki seemed depressed. He just kinda sat on the bottom all day and didn't swim around very much. So we decided to get him a little friend while we were picking up a new bowl! My fish's name is Ren (like from Shaman King cause Ren is hott! ) Now Aki seems much happier, he is swimming around a lot more so I am happy!

I must go now, gotta get ready for Monster Spider! Toodles!

Reading: HP and OOTP
Listening to: Hang 'Em High by My Chemical Romance
Feeling: excited/tired

Whats Up?
POSTED AT 10:10 PM

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So you guys sorry I haven't updated in like forever,  I have been busy and tired.

Well today was my first day of theatre school to sum it up. Company (I am doing Shakespeare by the way) I hope will be fun. My friend Maddie (Kygoen in Monster Spider) is in that class and we are the oldest. The rest of them are like 12 and 13 and some of them really annoying know it alls. Hope we get some older boys transferred in. We are doing scenes based on how revenge leads to insanity. I am fifteen and I really don't want it to end up with something along the lines of a fifteen year old Lady Macbeth talking to a 12 year old Macbeth. But it should be fun still.

First elective Wakamono Butoh with Arwen! YAY BUTOH!

Second elective Stage Combat II we get to work with swords! Yes! And the teacher Chris is so unbelievably cute AND HE IS STRAIGH! YOU KNOW HOW RARE A FIND THAT IS A THEATRE SCHOOL? A STRAIGHT CUTE GUY! To bad he is older then me, it would be illegal. Damn laws. Damn you!

Haven't had Mastering Shakespeare and Voice and Speech II yet because they are tomorrow but they should be fun!

We also had our first official dress rehersal for Monster Spider and I killed my foot! For the first puppet story (Daughter of the Moon and Fisherman, who is my puppet) we are sitting cross legged for a long time before we go stand up. And my foot fell asleep really badly, like I literally could not move or feel it. So we have to move really quietly as puppeteers so there I was clunking along with my foot trying to get some feeling back into it and I guess I stepped on it. Like I went to take a step and I just dragged the front part of my foot behind me and I stepped on it. I was like "OH FUCK! SHIT! AH GOD DAMNIT! WHAT THE HELL AM I GONNA DO!" all in my head. It hurt for the rest of the run through and I was slightly limping. At the ending battle scene where we have to do a lot of stomping I just didn't stop with my left foot.

After the run through was over I went and found Colin one of our stage managers, and I was like "Colin I think I sprained my foot." Never had a sprained or broken bone so I don't know what its like, all I knew was that my foot hurt to walk on so who knows, it might be sprained! Well he checked it and went and got brown sensei and they told me it wasn't sprained (thank god!). Brown sensei told me he had done that a hundred times. Why it did that was because it was shocking the nerves in my foot because they were asleep for so long and then stepping on them shocked them, it also doesn't  help that I have really high arches. They just told me to move it around slowly and if it still hurt tomorrow they would wrap it.

Well me being depressed like I am, started crying while Colin was going to get brown sensei and cryed for the rest of the time I was there (which only like 10 minute) and on the car ride home. See the thing with me is if I get like a little injury, I mean more major then a little cut, if I like get smacked with a lacrosse ball really hard twice in the span of about 3 minutes. Or have some throbbing pain in my foot, it just kinda makes me just have a good cry. It is like that little bit of pain was all I needed to have an excuse to cry about all the other shit going on in my life. But I did get a piggy back ride from Colin (WHO IS SMOKIN HOTT!) so that made my night.

Well when I got home I just snuck straight into my room so nobody could see I had been crying, put in LPs "Hybrid Theory" and did a little mini butoh class with myself to the whole album, I felt so liberated afterwards. It was exactly what I needed.

Well my foot still feels like shit and now it really hurts to walk on it, more then it did, hope it doesn't start swolling, we open the show on Wednesday and I don't want to do Monster Spider with a sprained foot.

Sorry this was so long, congratulations if you made it all the way through! *hands those who did a cookie*

Now I must go do something, probably go to sleep.

OPENING NIGHT!
POSTED AT 09:40 PM

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Ok you guys I just got back from the opening night for "The Monster Spider" for my friends who read my blog if you don't know what this I am ashamed of you. For those  who are new (if there are any, hi hopefully new people!) it is the play I'm in. Well we opened tonight and it was amazing! We had so much energy and it went so well! The audience really seemed to love it!

I invited two of my guy friends Morgan and Josh (everybody was busy or I couldn't get ahold of them) so I told my mom to get them to sit in the front row stage right (audience's left) and get them to sit like 4 or 5 seats in. The reason why is because in one part the two comedic Kyogen characters look out into the audience and pick somebody. They pretend that the person is a tree with a face. If that made any sense. Anyways they picked my friend Josh and it was so hard for me not to laugh cause I am on the sides dressed all in black, with a black hood over my head. The audience cannot see me so I can look out into the audience when I am not doing anything. It was so funny to see Josh's expressions. In the end the dumber (they are both dumb) Kyogen decides it is the other Kyogen's sister and they start making fun of her. It is a great scene and Josh and Morgan were laughing the whole time!

It was also great because at the end for the talk back I was looking out into the audience to see if there was anyone else out there I knew. To my joy I saw my friend (crush) Riley sitting out in the audience and I was like "YES! HE CAME AND SAW IT!" I am so sad because Riley is moving to Georgia because his dad got a promotion. Riley is like the only guy that I knew that I could actually have a relationship with. I am so sad, also because he is a good actor and Eva and I were going to get him to come to Theatre School at the U next year. I will miss him a ton! Love ya Riley!

Well lets see oh after Theatre school got out I went and hung out with Jordan (puppeteer in Monster Spider) and Oliva (Tshuchigumo, the Monster Spider when we workshopped it last summer, she is not in the current production) down at the Gateway. It was so much fun we had a blast! It would take to long to tell all the things we did and I have to go and do other things so maybe I will write about it tomorrow. Or never, who knows.

Oh before I forget! The backart cover for the deluxe editon of HBP has been released! I personally am not getting the deluxe editon A. Because I don't have enough money B. My friend bought me a copy for my b-day, and C. because there are only 100,000 of them and by the time I saved up 60 bucks they would all be gone.

But even if you aren't getting one the art gives us many clues to the book. It is of Dumbledore leading Harry through what looks like a forest and an unidentified man walking towards a house. There is a knife imbedded in one tree and the house has a rather large serpent on the front door. Also if you look in the window you will see the silloutte (sp?) of another man I presume. SPOILER WARNING HERE! IF YOU HAVEN'T FINISHED THE 5TH BOOK, HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX DON'T READ THIS PART! YOU MUST HIGHLITE IT TO READ IT!!  It looks a lot like Sirius, but most of us know that is impossible because he died in the 5th book and I believe JK has confirmed that he is not coming back. If I am wrong please correct me because I was so sad when he "died"!

It could be Lupin but I'm not entirely sure. If you have a slashy mind like me you could say that it is Draco Malfoy and Harry is looking at his silloutte, Malfoy is waiting for him in the house in the middle of the woods, and Harry is about ready to go and jump Malfoy and do naughty things to him if you catch my drift Because we all know that Harry and Draco love each other and even though they will never get together in the book they still love each other! HARRY AND DRACO FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm a dedicated HarryXDraco shipper if you couldn't tell. If that makes you uncomfortable sorry, but don't flame me, just hit the back button and never come here again.

Here is the link to said artwork, if you guys find any other observations I haven't mentioned please tell me! http://www.mugglenet.com/viewer/?image_location=/hbp/hbpdeluxebig.jpg

Hope you guys are as excited as I am for the release of HBP! 3 MORE DAYS! COUNT EM THREE!

Love ya all tons and thanks for reading!

Listening to: Hella Good by No Doubt
Feeling: happy

*crying*
POSTED AT 10:50 PM

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*crying* YOU GUYS REN JUST DIED! I WAS IN THE BATHROOM BRUSHING MY TEETH GETTING READY TO GO TO BED AND MY SISTER CAME AND POUNDED ON THE DOOR AND TOLD ME REN JUST DIED! (for those who don't know Ren was one of my fishes. We bought his so Aki, my other fish, would have a friend and not be all depressed) IT IS SO SAD! READ THE BOTTOM ENTRY TO SEE WHAT  A GOOD NIGHT I WAS HAVING! I AM SO SAD NOW! *begins to cry again*

I am going to wear my black pants to theatre school tomorrow and probably put on some black eyeliner as a symbol of mourning for poor Ren. We don't know how it happened either, like he was just find this morning when I fed him, maybe he was just old. We will probably never know. But we are going to go and get another fishy tomorrow so Aki doesn't get all depressed again. We didn't flush Ren but we are going to bury him tomorrow, probably out in the Zen Garden.

I'M GOING TO MISS YOU REN! BE AT PEACE DUDE! TOMORROW'S PERFORMANCE OF MONSTER SPIDER IS FOR YOU BUDDY! LOVE YA TONS! HAVE FUN IN FISHY HEAVEN! YOU WILL BE MISSED!

Listening to: nothing
Feeling: sad

ITS TONIGHT!!! ITS TONIGHT!!!
POSTED AT 03:42 PM

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YOU GUYS TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT WE HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!!!! TONIGHT HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE FINALLY COMES OUT!!!!!

For those of you who have been following my blog for a while will know that I have been counting down since like day 301! I am so fucking excited! I will have to really focus tonight for Monster Spider! It is going to be so hard!

Two of my friends (Joemy and Christina for thos who know em) are coming to the show tonight and then afterward we are going to the party at King's English cause the party at Media Play sounds sucky. I will just leave at like 11:30 to go and over to Media Play to get my copy, and then I'll stay up all night reading!

I'm going to have so much fun tonight!!!!

Listening to: The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
Feeling: SO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!!!!

Its Harry Potter Bitches!!
POSTED AT 12:40 PM as a favorite post

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WARNING!!! HBP SPOILERS!!! MUST HIGHLITE ENTRY TO READ!!!

Sorry abou that but I just wanted to warn everybody. Well you guys HBP is kickin some major ass I am on chapter 7 and lovin it so far!!

NO DRACO!! DRACO CAN'T DIE!!! HE JUST CAN'T DIE!!!! *begins to cry* DON'T DIE DRACO!!! YOU JUST CAN'T DIE!!!DAMN YOU VOLDEMORT!!! YOU ARE DOING THIS JUST TO SPITE ME!!! HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO MY POOR SWEET DRACO!!!! HERMOINE CAN DIE!!! HERMOINE CAN DIE!!!! OR CHO!!!! YEAH KILL OFF CHO!!! I HATE HER!!!!

Ok I'm done, maybe I don't know. ALL I KNOW IS DRACO CAN'T DIE BECAUSE BOTH I AND HARRY LOVE HIM TO MUCH!!! THATS RIGHT HARRY YOU KNOW YOU WANT DRACO!!!!

Was anybody else besides me surprised when we found out that Snape is like a double agent? Does anyone really think he is? I haven't decided, I really would like it though if he turned out to be backstabbing Dumbles. It would make for so much fun drama!

I have to admit I was hoping for another chick DADA teacher and not some fat guy. But Horace should prove to be interesting. Not to sure if I'm liking the new minister, he is hiding something, I can feel it. He kinda reminds me of Barty Crouch Sr.

So Bill is marrying Fluer eh? Didn't see that coming, that will be sure to bring out some great humor.

So to all those who read the table of contents we all know that somebody is going to kick the bucket. So who do you think it will be? I really want to know! I personally think it is going to be either Ron or Hermoine (not just because I hate Hermoine) I just have a gut feeling about it. If anybody is past me on the book (remember I am on Chap. 7) then don't tell me anything! Of course I am going to go and read some more right now, provided my mom isn't up. We are going shopping today!

HBP KICKS ASS!!!! I LOVE YOU DRACO!!!! FUCK YOU VOLDEMORT!!!!

 ITS HARRY POTTER BITCHES!!!

HARRY AND DRACO FOREVER!!!!!

Reading: HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!!!!
Listening to: Inside Out by Yellowcard
Feeling: ECSTATIC!!!!

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
POSTED AT 03:11 PM

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AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! THE HORCRUXES!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

*runs away screaming about the Horcruxes (I just found out what they are last night)*

Feeling: AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

HBP Discussion
POSTED AT 09:27 PM as a stickied post

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WARNING! HBP SPOILERS!!! MUST HIGHLITE TO READ!!!

Well you guys I finished HBP (thats Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince to you losers who don't know what HBP stands for) on Monday, or Tuesday (I don't remember) I just haven't had time to post anything lately. This is my discussion entry for HBP, in which I love for you guys to share your opinions about the book as well as speculations for what will happen next! Who is R.A.B.? What is going to happen to Hogwarts? What is Harry going to do? Who will die next? etc. Please feel free to comment and leave lengthy responses!

Well I must say I loved it first of all, Ron was a man whore, Draco was fantastic, the Half-Blood Prince was so unexpected (Snape? who woulda thunk it?), and of course the lovely death at the end.

I'm a pretty sick and twisted person because I am actually glad that Dumbledore is dead. I think the story is going to become a lot more interesting for the final book. A lot darker definetly!

HBP was a lot lighter and happier then OOTP, as JK stated there was a lot more love flying around in this book then in OOTP. But hey, they are teenagers with raging hormones so what can you say?

I thought the Horcruxes and Half-Blood Prince were sheer genius! I mean when you think about JK makes it so obvious if you just stop and think about it. I mean come on, the HBP was spectacular at Potions and who else do we know that is good with potions and likes the Dark Arts? If you think about how Voldemort preserved his 16 year old self in a diary who is to say he can't do it with other things? The thing about JK is she loves to give us these things that make us overthink and come up with elaborate theories to explain everything, when all you really have to do is sit down and look at what is right in front of your face! Thats why I love JK so much.

Well that is all I will say for now, once again please feel free to comment with your thoughts about this book and what is going to happen next! I LOVE LENGTHY COMMENTS!!! Also check out my friend Reed's blog, he is also doing a HBP discussion and has a few good points! (especially the one where Harry and Draco move to Sirius's old house and live together, if you know what I mean!  )

Gallery Update
POSTED AT 09:45 PM

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New HP comic added, this one about the countdown to HBP. Remember to contribute to my HBP discussion! (if your finished with the book)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
POSTED AT 11:15 AM

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BLOG!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!! *confetti falls from the ceiling and all that fun stuff*

You guys today marks the one year anniversary since I started up this blog!! YAY! MY BLOG IS ONE YEAR OLD!! *hugs blog*

                                              

Feeling: Happy